I hate the feeling of my wits dulling. I think part of it is my lack of solitude, my fatigue from working so much and eating less than I used to, and my lack of thinking behaviors. I should actively make an effort to throw those in. Pacing, spinning, picking, biting my nails, etc. All these may be nervous behaviors, but I don’t think they mean I’m nervous so much as they mean I’m thinking, and I’m beginning to think they are more necessary than I realized.